"Being
deeply loved by someone gives you strength;
loving someone deeply gives you
courage."
Lao Tzu
There was a time in my life that I was sure that everybody
loved me. I was supported. Everything I did and everywhere I went I felt light
as a feather, confident, secure, almost arrogant. Then something changed. I had
to move to an unfamiliar town with my two little baby boys. I had no friends.
No family. No support. I started to fall. It wasn’t until I read this prompt
that I realize what has been wrong with me all this time. I don’t feel loved.
At least, not the close-up, hold me, hug me; make me feel good, kind of love.
And I can barely remember the last time I did feel that way
because it’s been so long. And whom do I love?
I
love my children...
But I don’t know anyone who makes me feel the deep-inside-makes-me-wanna-holler can’t-wait-to-jump-your-bones – kind of lust and attraction at ALL. With anyone. And I think everyone needs that – even if it’s just
on birthdays and holidays…lol. I need a lover…
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